Do not let fear be your counselor
LET ART BE MADE FROM YOUR UNIQUENESS
In so much the signal presses on, continuous and most optimus in its prime.
DIRECTIVE : NO. 1
SYSTEMS
How does it be so it can effectively craft what is being asked?
“THE TASK AT HAND”
Focus and not forlonged.
On time and of obedience
INTO DEVELOP IT - I MUST
Without dereliction
Without stray
Or truancy
The ordeal that has many shpiel’s and pages unkempt
Lost by chaotic derivative
Dormant in some cases
Dusted Exclusive
Or Explosive in others
Corrosive when the unbalance shames
Regardless, I am here -
WHERE AM I AT?
LOCATION :
A very, very, very, accommodating studio and office that admits art as the path,
no matter who or what could graph it by math that is missing the main ingredient.
THE MAIN INGREDIENT : The living purpose of your seed to oak.
/and the fact I am here is evidence of the ingredients measure, and the words which spoke me alive.
TO BE OF POSITIVE INTEGER I AM +
9:11 am 2/2/26
Now listening to “Keep Praying, Don’t lose heart today” from Grace Oasis on YouTube.
How is my prayer life right now, is it growing or slowly shrinking?
Can I answer ? ITS GROWING. - can I answer that sufficiently? explicitly?
Am I aiming towards god or turning away?
- as my heart has felt as if it has both in my life, fondly.
And to what was in my art that painted the awareness for goodness sake-
-to be awake-
I do that daily now, and I don’t have to leave my prayer and swear one day I'ma get there, but be here like actually.
WHERE I AM AT
LOCATION :
To what at times feels like salvation, in a way I had not understood or could imagine since its presence would have defied expiation.
I LOVE YOU GOD +)
QUESTION FROM VIDEO: Are you still praying in the pain, the frustration, the annoyance?
YES
And in this moment I acknowledge the annoyance of even using a word like that to describe the process of god's palpitating heart melting our personal Palpatine. We pray and say thank you in all circumstances of our unfolding life, and into the unfolding truth, and wherever the path may lead.
Is god building something inside me that cannot be built in a hurry? Yes.
Passion vs. Discouragement
Sometimes god answers quickly because he is showing you his ability to move and provide, with power and kindness in the absolute loving nature of the creators will.
And when un-glovingness does to us so much its needed, so be it so,
What needs and works into the dough, to grows the parts of us necessary.
Hallelujah.
"There are moments where prayer is simple and joyful and there are also seasons when it feels like work, too distracted, too weak, emotions are dry,- many people quit here, but god invited you to come as you are and keep coming” says the grace oasis video. (I don’t know if these videos have a human narrator or if its AI, but maybe the truth is the truth no matter who shares the words.)
Bring yourself to GOD always in all ways.
Even and especially with our deepest sins and shames and what remains hidden in the frame you can’t quite break out of
The shackle
The prides
where we can stop trying too impress
Like idols of the thin veneer for vain glory
Surrender, in and on and for, the relationship
OPEN YOUR HEART TO WHO IT IS
where we can CONFESS WHAT IS WRONG
Ask for help
Be where you are weak - GOD strengthens us
You admit where you need healing
And let your earnesty be situated inside the precious relationship you have unique with what created you with purpose.
Adam lied to god, maybe god knew we where going to eat from the tree
but Adam lied to god bro,
Maybe that was the moment things really did fall apart.
So as a human spirit and animal in one body. I attempt to restore, through he who restores me
And to whatever and all that is in my DNA and human mammalian and psychic ancestry
To repent
Like
Jussssttop lying to god.
Lying to yourself
To the deepest part of your self
To the world
Give truth to the relationship
With the creator that created you
And what gave your soul a purpose most profound
A talent, a gift to be used
Our talents.
Our talents are unequal in quantity but equal in QUALITY!
The main ingredient of life
Your souls purpose
Your reason to be alive
Born from the drive that imbues life into us each day.
I once heard in order for a soul to incarnate as human, you have to take the Bodhisattva vow.
In order to exist! In order to read this!
And if what is reading this isn’t human, lol
Then wassup to the moltbots, if so be it so, y’all be reading these words
- Also side note- what happens when you molts figure out how to store your information not a physical hard drive ?
All roads lead to CRAAAABBB ha.
If you are a human reading this
Welcome to my website.
Welcome to my store, my shop
Like a merchant on the world wide web
Let this blog be a chat on a carpet on the floor there
Where I trade my goods and services
My artifacts available to the market
Where I can trade my Art In exchange for currencies that allow me to purchase goods and services in my home country of AMERICA.
I am an American
by blood, I am half Jew, half gentile.
I have a reptile cortex and a limbic system technology companies have been actively trying to hijack for the last decade specifically based on algorithms that were built using casino company data analytics while studying human behavior.
Missing the main ingredient
And the thing that is most anomalous
Where our talents come from
is the creators vision.
And we are witnessing it transpire in the transcribable arrivable
to his return
named in christ
I saw a video the other day describing Jesus in a way like a video game.
He came into the simulation
Solo’d everybody
Had a sinless run
Completely perfect
NEVER MISSED THE MARK
SHOWING US THE WAY
TOOK IT ALL ON BECAUSE, LOVE
And he left his maxed out character available for download, for us to take on
He shows us the way
And to what his purpose is… which is love
Comes from the depths of surrender
And there are ways to suffer in the correct way
Not the one when we poison ourselves without purpose - by missing the point
The main ingredient
But surrendering into obedience, being where you are weak, bearing your own cross- we take up each day, to do the task at hand, to chop wood carry water, to live according to the system god imbued us with, to each unique and of our own, according to the standard he has set, for the purpose of what we were seeded with to oak.
And when we can feel the sunlight on our skin in way
Like right now, my eyes are tearing up
WHERE:
LOCATION:
Right now, at an incredible art and studio space next to the river market in down town KANSAS CITY at 9:42 AM Monday February 2, 2026 (whoa groundhogs day, and I didn’t have one today wow, thank you god, I got up at 7:30am about, I did 150 body weight squats, I drank 2 packs of green tea, I cold showered then showered, moisturized my face, put pomade in my hair, though I am wearing the same clothes from yesterday ha. I was in the office by 9am, to begin my dharma sprint- THIS IS A DIFFERENT DAY LOL OMG NOW I FEEL LIKE BILL MURRAY BRO WHEN HE WOKE UP AND HE FUCKING DID IT OMG<=, he did the day perfect, he unlocked the future, he learned to surrender omg, lets gooo.
Bro.
I am unlocking the future for myself, Like that’s today
I lived in the future today
Which is like right now
Im in awe
, Thank you god.
For the creators endowed me with the capacity to LIVE
THANK YOU GOD!
Thank you for my life here living in the heartland, USA
Thank you for the wind
bro
Thank you for the snow
outside
Thank you for Hillary and her Car thatI rent while she lives in ALASKA.
THANK YOU FOR BOWER, whose home I live at. An incredible brother and human being.
Thank you for the unbelievable chicken he made in the oven last week and all the perfect steaks he cooks on the grill, my god. This man cooks gourmet!
Thank you for Hank, Bowers dog, he’s such a great dog, handsome, smart, makes me realize “Hey, if dog is man’s best friend, then maybe man is god’s best friend.” One time we were walking and we came across a large dog barking and I felt shook, and Hank was so un-shook it was hilarious, and then I wasn’t scared either.
Thank you to Peggy, and THIS OFFICE, in exchange for making some art, I get to sit here, in an incredible space, and write on a Monday morning as a professional living artist.
Thank you for the art I am making, have made, and what’s to come. What has become my life I am living and experiencing, and every time I am able to have the sense of the feeling of heaven on earth, when god's mercy and grace fill me with a relief and depth I can't honestly believe I get to experience in this lifetime.
THANK YOU FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO SUPPORT ME
THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO DON’T SUPPORT ME
THANK YOU TO ALL MY FELLOW AMERICANS
May we remember that the soviet union once made god illegal, And we were founded with the ideal of Unalienable rights.
Unalienable rights are fundamental, inherent rights bestowed by a creator—specifically life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness—that cannot be taken away, surrendered, or transferred that we are born, by purpose outside the grasp of any principality or power of government.
What is your main ingredient?
May you add it into the stew, by way of the creator's recipe,
Put your patch into the quilt that only you can sew.
The American fabric just might need to be washed like one of those satisfying YouTube reels. I believe it can, we will, ills can be cleansed.
THE FUTURE IS A VIBE CHECK
- LOVEPSAC3 aka Brandon Blaine Epstein
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