Thought streams, plot dreams, caught steam.
Hey uhhh what’s going on out there outside the dream debris ?
The registry
what remains regionally bracketed.
Stack it- March getting mad
Bro.
I guess I’m testing out new methods into the response delivered synaptically syntactically. I joke.
The Visual clock though
its Stimulus
on the wall Over Stimulated
I am Stemming an Engraving in my book
Engraved by
the definition
By
The one and only
By
the outside blue sky’s dominant hue
And to remain docile - I don’t know?
But I do
surrender bruh.
In the calm of the storm
And with in the response to it
What is the suppression level Siphoned ?
How do we ripen fully?
It’s cold out today.
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I am at Woodside- the gym, health club I belong to, writing - What’s goin' on today?
Well, I seem to have had a very joyous experience recently- Yes, I met a dog.
He came into my life for two days and it was pretty cool tbh. It was nice having him around for a bit.
He was like-a-poodle-esque-dog, small dark grey color, Very happy, felt very grounded. And he followed me around at my art studio, after appearing in the from yard with no collar tag, or chip.
And we had a most fantastic day of the ordinary kind. I with my family yesterday as well. Eating food for my Brothers B-day, my mom and my nephew and sister-in-law, I was happy.
And it snowed after it was 60 in the morning, like it was 60 at 7am, and by 4pm it was 20 and snowing.
Weird
Ya know what’s weird, Irannnnnnn, lol, my gguyyyyy
Bro
What the heck.
Like, is that what I’m actually supposed to be writing about- it sits in my head and heart and spirit, and confuses and disrupts my ability to feel totally chill today lol which I should be lol/.
It’s just like I can’t believe it, that the people in power are who they are, and doing what they are doing, but then wait- of course I can believe it! it all comes at absolutely no surprise!
And on Saturday when I was with Winslow, yes I named the dog Winslow, I was about to talk about Iran, and I got worked up about it, and the dog sort of growled lowly, and I was like okay your right- don’t need to freak out.
Because it’s like
Oh man
Lots of hooks to get spiraled on these days
To swallow you into the landscape.
shifting of powers
the futures and the hours tick
while I very nicely sit
in a place that is currently at peace
The space that has hearts open even when broke
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"I don’t want to judge" -is what I feel on my heart while listening to some beautiful old men talk about march madness seedings
It’s like,
I’m happy they can exist in this way, the way for so long it was -it never wasn’t, ya know.
And now it feels like
sand I am made of
And an hour glass
At my feet
Gaining density
At the thought of all that, pulls me into the horror show,
that I don't want to think about but also is like here though, like should we be stopping this lol
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I just ran into and talked to Jack Ryan, Jack is this guy who is a devoted to god kind of man. He prayed for me in the woodside spa area one day, and at first I was like “oh shit people are going to think I’m weird”
And then Im like wait. I am weird, and I believe in this actually-
A moment of prayer is actually good.
Jacks a catholic, retired man, he just turned 70 and calls me little brother, he is a good dude. “I love you” he says as he squeezes my arm.
"I love you mother fucker, " he jokes. lol
bro whats going on in the Middle East
I have no idea
But like
That’s x rated.
Can we find ways to love in our most harmonious truth lol geese.
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Just ran into my holmie Spencer and then Jack at the same time and it turns out he was in a club with Spencer’s mom, KC is a big small town, that’s cool though.
I’m also pretty stoned so it feels crazy to be high in these environments on a Monday morning socializing ya know.
It’s fun though like
It’s what life is supposed to be
The club
Earth is a club.
Ya know what the ultimate club is
Heaven
4 real
That’s like the whole thing maybe
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Jack told me to look up the artist
Mike Debus
A local Live painter
Wow
I love being able to live my day like this
Following through with my systems and tasks
Monday free flow let go
Sitting here at woodside
I Returned the dog this morning. His owner reached out after I made a post to some websites dealing with lost pets.
And now I’m
Absorbing time and space
Living as a free human being
On the planet
During a wild time of portals and spirals
And its details
Still indeterminate
Undetermined
But u understand why no one wants to discuss what’s happening here too
the fact our president and all of these leaders in power - it’s like out in the open what they are doing -
And we kind of don’t know what to do as a population about it ya know
its like yeaaahhh
too much
And like what capacity do I have for it
To speak on it
like Last year
going to Egypt
What more do I need to say
Besides
The boys went ouiji
I don’t mess with DT
He a simp in DC
Here he getting pimped by BB
Praise god free half of gigi
It’s 11:11
I ove a good 11:11 not gonna lie
I feel fantastic in this moment
Like incredible
To live in what can transform and change
Live in the moment
I’m living my life
Looking fleshed Out
Looking foward
By systems I am reliant
It is not because I am worthy it’s because god is good
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And it’s like war
Economic loss
Like all the things that have propped up the American people and economy and military and it just makes me sad when the population seems just like numb and kind of scared and dissociated and dissatisfied and deceased and desperate and depressed and indecent and the worst part is it doesn’t have to be that way
Like it’s just we don’t have to
We have so much more than we think
We are so much more than we think
Ya know
Like how the fridge do we open our hearts to the world
And let love in!!!!!
The revolution isn’t just for bezos it’s for me
Everyday
It’s for all of us
To just believe in it. World we can share together
And the one I trust in the kingdom that is beyond the materials
Ya know
I feel springtime summer vibes
I just felt arousal in my lower chakras
I am alive.
May I be In the grace of the time that fits calibers
The masters rendered
In it with the ugliness
And a caregivers height
Stupendous standing lending handing feeding the lands that bear the fruit wholeheartedly
Given the all of my arteries that beat
break the chains that heat
Wide open
Path narrow
Let’s gooooo
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There’s so much that I just don’t know how the world works
I genuinely can’t conceive how grocery stores are fully packed and operated.
I have the feeling of just like hoping that everyone is enjoying themselves and having a good time on earth, and loving their family and how do we not just do that every day.
and I can see why church is a thing because we need to feel human connection part. ITs like thee part..
compassion
believe in the task in
our heart to make amends
and send signals out
As we are here laying our lives bare
I will continue onward
Rinsing myself welcomed
In the barbers chair
Freshening up
Finding the way, creating and continuing, and to reach the caliber of contact capable, I can.
God bless you may you have a great meal with someone you love this week.
- lovespac3
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